indiekid22

01:53 am: Life is beautiful
So I moved to Atlanta, been here like 3 weeks or so.
Everything is amazing.
My new job is quite awesome.
I love my friends.
I live in the best house ever.
Just everything is so perfect. It's what I've been needing.

10:23 pm: Life altering
So today I quit work.
My bosses wife is bipolar and I really couldn't take it anymore.
I never post on here.
I'm moving to Atlanta this week.
I need it. Like deeply need it.
It was convenient that Augustana's "Boston" was playing when I quit.
Im starting to get on here more often...so there might be actual entries from me.

This is me now:



Me before I cut the hair off. Oh and this is Belafonte. It's the one good thing in my life.

02:33 am: Hey
I actually plan on starting to write in this journal soon. I have LOTs to share in advice and experiences...So stay tuned.
Recent pic btw

10:22 pm: Help
Will somsone please hold me and kiss me?

10:39 pm: Gettin it out
I don't do LJ much, I dont like journals and I dont like expressing myself. Im a very closed person and only open up to the 2 people in my life I love the most, my brother kyle and Katie.
Back in augusta I lost my first girl friend, Amy. We dated on and off for a little while. I thought I was in love with her but late came to realize it was just a cutesy puppy love thing. I took it pretty hard when she ended it with me because Ive never been in that situation before. I never told anyone how I felt. I just called my brother,Kyle, and asked if I could come stay with him in Atlanta for a little while. He comforted me a lot and was there for me the whole way, thats when i realized that for 19 years....he was always there, he always loved me, he was the best brother anyone could ever ask for. I never saw it before...he was always just my good friend that happened to be a brother, I never let him in on my personal life, it was kind of a mutual thing. I never quite told my brother I loved him my entire life either...I meant it you know, as a brotherly thing. But for the first time ever I could really say I loved him, because he was there for me no matter what the situtation, as dumb as it was.
Well that was then, this is now. After all that I found a girl named Katie...i mentioned her in the previous post. She was the most amazing person Ive ever met in my entire life. After a while I realized how much in love with her I was, and I told her.
My definition of love is not a typical one, its not just a mere infatuation with someone. My definition of love is someone you are willing to sacrafice anything for, someone who you can trust every word and every breath with, when you look at them and tell them you love them...your nervous like it was the first time you told them, every time you ever say it. Love to me is unconditional, it is wanting to be with that person wherever they may be and to help them with whatever, no matter the costs. Love to me, is everything. I never knew any of this before I met katie.
You may think, Blaine...your only 19 and shes only 17. What do you guys know about love? Age doesnt matter, you know love when you can truely say you mean every word of what I wrote above. I meant it all, and I will always mean it.
Recently its been really rough. Katie told me she wanted to take a break. She said she had a lot on her plate right now and just wanted to take a break. This is how me and amy ended so naturually im really scared. I know I should never ever compare the two, because there is no comparing Katie to amy. Katie is my everything. But one cant help but being scared from past experiences. I'm trying my hardest to respect her space and give her the time she needs. I'd wait forever just to hold her and know things are Ok.

My whole life I always thought that to see the most beautiful things and to have the greatest adventures, I would have to do impossible things.
I always used to think that if we could fly, there would be no end to the beauty and the adventures.
But then I realized I didnt have to do impossible things
To see te most beautiful thing in the world I simply had to look next to me, and there she was.
To have the greatest adventures all I had to do was meet her and fall in love.
Thank you Katie for everything you have given me, the beauty of the world and the adventure of a life time.
I will love you always.

If anyone actually took time to read that...thank you very much!












And Just cause I really like waffles...

06:10 pm: Wow, been a long time!
Hmm well it's been ages. Things have come and gone. Im in college now and its pretty cool.
Umm, what else. I have a girlfriend, her name is Katie! Im really bad at this, so um heres some pictures?





I'm a sickly skinny boy...




Im the one in the middle of this sweet man orgy.





I have more, I'll post em later.

04:39 pm: Band, and other things
Been a while...Just another update I suppose.
Got another band, think we're aiming for the name "A Dream at Best" the guitarist are crazy good, I'm vocals and keyboard and some guitar. It has a screamo feel to it. We have 2 songs so far after a couple weeks and will be rdy to play a show in a bit. Before the first show we're hittin a studio in Atlanta with my brother to record some pro. sounding tracks...heck yes!
I have 2 more days of high school and I probably wont see any of my friends much any more....kinda sad.
I've stopped caring about having a girlfriend or a significant other, its just not worth it anymore.
So I leave you with a few more pics.

10:57 pm: more udates to my mundane life
Well, I did tell that girl i liked her and ofcoarse it back fired in my face, because no my good friend is dating her. At this point ive pretty much given up on girls....even though i never really made that much effort. 2 Girls I dont know came up to me at school today and asked if I was gay, I didnt have a response....I get this a lot.
So anyways, the guitar ive been building is finally about done. I still need to buy new electronics for it (pick ups, pots, knobs etc) everything thats white on it will be changed to black shortly. Im not very happy with the results, I dont like the color scheme.









Someone move down here and be my friend!!

07:18 pm: Hmm?
Well, Im not sure what to update on. Proms comming up and im dateless, I really dont care. Right now Im kinda just kickin back and lettin things happen. I do like this girl but I probably wont ever tell her (curse my shyness).

Um heres some pics I added on myspace..







Just for the heck of it, me and my life long buddy richard back in the good ol' days when girls still had cooties and it didnt matter. (im on right)

10:56 pm: Sad update
The past 2 days have been the hardest of my life. I lost a good friend in a car accident on monday and today was the whole break up with the g/f thing....yeah.
But on the other hand, bandannas are cool?

11:29 pm: hahaha
Well, some girls attacked me after school and I let them put make-up on me. Just thought I'd share.

12:51 pm: Man o man
I have much to update guys. I have many pic-a-tures to add and many stories to tell. If I find time today I will add them. In other news, I have a g/f now. She is the bestest and very beuatiful :)

09:24 pm: Ok so i was bored.
When I get bored, I play w/ myself...
This shows how lonely I just am hahaha

Story time!
So the other night the 2 Blaines (thats me) came over to my house and we just chilled.


Well 2 of the Blaine's started to fight, things got nasty...


This scared the other Blaine..so he decided to play him a song and sing to him..


The night ended with a kiss


Ok well, thats the end of my boredom..

04:51 pm: Word up
Heres the show pics...I have over 100 but these were some of the good ones.
http://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?p=999&gid=6136186&uid=3028003&members=1

02:13 pm: Show
Went to the last show of the year last night...Its was alright. It was all local (1 not) metal bands. Im really tired of metal shows but its a good place to meet new people and get out, so I go. I took a crap ton of pictures and I'll get a few of the good ones up within the next couple of days.
And if yall havent noticed...this is more a photographic journal haha.

12:12 am: Hey wuddya know!
I actually did something tonight.
Some friends called me up and asked if I wanted to go cosmic bowling. So I showed up but could only stay long enough to say hi, snap some pics, give hugs and leave.
BTW. These are just friends (I dont have a g/f...yeah...ugh)

10:25 pm: yo
Um, I really dont do this whole journal stuff...who knows, maybe when I actually get something worth writing about, I will. For now this is just to meet new people and make friends =)

And some more pics kids.






And finally...the puparoo

10:31 am:

I guess I'll just post a few pics.
Kinda old

From one of my rockclimbing trips


Newer ones after this